Tonight we leave Kolkata; when the group left Sikkim I thought it impossible that I would be able to fall in love with any other part of India. But I have, and I will truly miss the home I’ve made for myself here. Before leaving for India, I was told by anyone that had ever been here that this country was full of contradiction. I believe I love Kolkata because it is a perfect example of that. This city is when I first began to really see that contrast. There is so much beauty and so much poverty at the same time—all on the same street corner. The group has spent the past six mornings giving their time to the less fortunate; people that are suffering from extreme cases of mental and physical handicaps. Then, somehow, we find ourselves eating at nice restaurants, enjoying good company and sleeping in more than adequate rooms. The contradictions are at times difficult to handle, but they cause you to think, and to act. I feel much more aware, and am beginning to appreciate India for everything that it is. During my time here, I have felt more than anything a sense of purpose, because I have people to help and friends to talk to. I think less about myself, and I realize that’s a good way to live life. I hope that I can continue to live with a sense of purpose even if I can’t remain in Kolkata. I look forward to making new connections, continuing to discover things about myself, and helping more of those in need.
Namaste,
Isabel
